Adoring and being humbled by ‘people in general’ (”PIG”) and loathing PIG in the same instant. Same looong instant. So not really an instant at all. But fuck it. My brain’s not working right now anyway.
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I go by the aliases Recidiscursive and Ankakay, and I’m a twenty-something dudette suffering my dexterous drivelling to facilitate the greater unknown of sanity and self-recovery. My writing ‘drugs’ of choice are poetry, Frantic Napkin poetry, short prose fiction (some may show up here) and … this blog!
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Lost in the Music. . .
March 3rd, 2007 at 9:43 am
Your post reminded me of something I was thinking the other day. I was trying to think of a word that describes when you have two contradictory thoughts or feelings at the same time. I’m not sure a word exists. Just thought I’d share.
March 5th, 2007 at 5:51 am
I think the word is ambivalent.
March 6th, 2007 at 2:35 am
Dassit!
There are also: clashing, contradictory, debatable, doubtful, equivocal, fluctuating, hesitant, inconclusive, irresolute, mixed, opposed, uncertain, undecided, unresolved, unsure, vacillating, warring, wavering…