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Zen Rage Management
FORMERLY
Ruminative Recoil 101

WARNING: For this one, at least, you may require more than 1-2 active brain cells - and not in the “one’s lost and the other’s out looking for it!” common-SENSE - ‘n’ the likes. NO MORE WARNINGS.

Okay, deep breaths. Here comes my [slightly refined after the cNp from Notepad, yes AURGH] ‘Crazy Talk’, and there goes poor, Poor Battered WordPress

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IN NO WAY advocating /GLORIFYING (nah, maybe ‘glorifying’, but in my OWN sense of it) the True (and very Near-N-Dears) Mental

‘ILLNESSES’ (/Creativities /Inspirations /MUSE-ings /Interestingness

/SPARKS - kicks.AT.THE.DARKness(ES!) - got it? )

ASPECT of

these EXTREMELY VARIED ’states’,
with
EQUALLY EXTREMELY VARIED ‘characteristics’, clinically-speaking,

yes.VERY.

***REGARDLESS***:

.BEING
.BORDERLINE
.BIPOLAR
.MANIC MANIC
.OBSESSIVE

.COMPULSIVE

.IMPULSIVE

.BLABLABLA

(and yesthankyou, ALL at the same EFFING TIME)

Truly ***HELPS***

YOU

EVERYANYTHING.GROK

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SUCH AS?

That Three-Step Program There
AKA Driver - I mean,
Steady Diet of The Current-Ish David Usher-Ness

Erm, aka [we’re]

LIVIN’ By THIS Inspiration ♪ oh the Glory of that Woman

[and also]

.JUST LET IT TOUCH ME
.TOUCHMETOUCHMETOUCHME

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3-Steppe ProgrammeNZ — c/o rehash.N.smash MUSE♥CO
1. TELL ‘EM what you’re gonna TELL ‘EM;
2. TELL ‘EM; and
3. TELL ‘EM WHAT you TOLD ‘EM.

There.
That Three-Step Program There.
Dun.

NB: I think I am an N-Steppe Programme

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Lovingly Filed under:

ZEN MOMENTS OF RAGE,

formerly known as

RUMINATIVE RECOIL 101.

yAyMEN.

SPARK!
FINALLY
my OWN term
for It’s Essence

:JOYOUS:

. . .

(very.much.NOT.the.same.as
YAYmen,
YAYmenz,
YAY.men, or
YAY.menz,

and

all

The Jazz-Likes )

* * *

Where I Try to BEEGrudgingLYbee Normul
Congratulations for Making it Thus(!) Far I guess. :O

It’s been a Rough.N.Tough day.

And we didn’t even make it to
‘*The Day*’
part. Erm.

Ah well.
All Who
Need to Know
/Understand (coughs –>
GROK)
. . . DO!

Maxin
Chillaxin
B-ballin
by the pool,
yadda. 8-D

.EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEehEhehehehhehEHeheehe “B-ballin”

ooh.dem.nastay.thoughtz ♫
(Pines might have grokked that one.
- what/where’z the DER D’UR D’UH DUH smiley ’sighs *shrugs* :P)

♪*♫*♪

State of the Nation:

1. Very much slipping into MY Skin and outta Others’! = GUUD
2. Not to mention also Very Much Trading Down For Something Much More

Real 8D

funny

how having been a ShapeSShifter most/all? of your life ‘enables’ that

No. no lol.

♫ And so we give love… too easily

Some People Say ♪

~david usher

And dig-its
(no, not tits you creep.
i mean, no not dij-its, you creep.
um.
nm.)

[RESUME]

I had to post these.

I’ll placate who.what.where-evers with:

anally-intrusivattributions

/links galore-like

either

• if requested
• /threatened bodily harm or à-la-RIAAURGH

of MAY and MAY only

or

• if /when
• *I* FEEL
• SUITZ

efF-it-all ‘n’ such.
*steps back*

HrmpH!
GNAWBADD!
. . .
. . .
BEGIN.TRANSMISSION /INSERT desperate MORE TAG HEREZ

♥ ♥ ♥
(suckitw3c)

Long Goodbye. . .

long goodbye

 

just a terminal case
like the fish on a hook i’m baited [’sighs bated ]

 

you’re welcome inside
my armies are marching
i can’t save you
who could save you?

 

i can see that from your wounds
you’re open wide

 

it’s coming clear
now that you’re leaving
you forgot

the people

that you’ve left behind

 

this is the long
long goodbye

ry to keep smiling as these tears break from my eyes

 

this is the way i

used to feel
guess i’ll be trading down from something much more real

much

more

real

 

caught in a terrible wind
with a kick in the teeth you blew me in
anime eyes ^^
you’ve never been quite sure what you’re losing

but you know

you’re losing
so i’ll burn these bridges

from the other side

 

and in the end it’s all illusion
you forgot the people that you left behind

 

this is the long
long goodbye

try to keep smiling as these tears break from my eyes

 

this is the way . i used . to feel

uess i’ll be trading down for something much more real
much more

real

 

not sure what you’re losing
but you know

you’re losing

 

i can see that from your wounds

you’re open wide

it’s coming clear
now that i’m leaving

 

i forgot

the lover that i left behind

 

and this is the long
long goodbye

 

try to keep smiling as these tears break from my eyes

 

this is the way i used to feel
guess i’ll be trading down for something much more real
guess i’ll be trading down for something much more real
much more real

 

~david usher - long goodbye, track .01/.11
© 2005
if god had
curves

ADD FRONT PICS O’ ALBUMS at some point. Meh. Maybe nots. Hahahah Brace yourselves, and Onward Faith(ful/less?) Reader :shudders: NM WHY .

some people say

still the snow keeps

falling
till we can’t keep out

the cold

but
they don’t
know

that my back was broken
there
i’m so numb
i can hardly move

you don’t
know

and so you give

love
too easily

some people say

and i dreamt i was flying

and i left you so far below

where
i can’t
see

when the world is crumbling

it’s so hard

just

to watch you
bleed

but
you can’t
see

and so we give

love

too easily

some people say

and my back
was broken

i’m so cold i can
hardly breathe

YOU can’t SEE

don’t give up

~david usher - some people say, track .11/.11
© 2007
strange birds

THAT Shit

Soothes the

REAL Feelings, as opposed to the

Wretchedly EMO-IFIED — i.must.NOT.be.E-MO :angry: — no, NOT Phillips(sp?) :angry:

- SUICIDE.is.not.SEXY (you effing morons?!) :!: (erm, FRIG-IDIOTZ!!!) -

/ BORDERLINE(!!/ BIPOLAR!!) Ones.

Thank you, thank you ‘n . . . get OVER ‘URSELVZ’.

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.MISC TO-DO THOUGHTS

GROWN SO UNCOMFORTABLY NUMB WITH THE SKIN THAT IM LIVIN IN

always believed we could fly
through this life
of bees

the wings they
unCURL
like the strangest
of birds

we’re all breaking down again

as i look to the sky

through the fallout tonight

we’re all breaking down again

we’re all breaking down

again.

WERE ALL BREAKIN DOWN AGAIN
WERE ALL BREAKIN DOWN AGAIN
WERE ALL BREAKIN DOWN
again

-life of bees random excerpts, david’s strange birds ©2007, track .09/11.

MUSE-ERRZ

ADDED GMAIL TAG FOR ELL-JAY [complete.and.utter]SHYTEs’
KICKIN OUT DA GENIUZ JAMZ

SICK OF THE SOUND OF MY OWN SHATTERED MIND - happy endings, strange birds

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