First off, YES

My Name is Rae and I Have a Legion of Medical Family. I Am NOT Crazy, But We’d Like to Think We’re All Working Towards the Same Goal of Mental and Physical Sanity for This Odd, Odd Child

Erm. Love, from: my (still..holding..holding)RIDICULOUS Roster of Royal Ottawa Doctors ‘n shi’ (that last bit.. the royal part.. might sound odd to non-Ottawans. I am sorry. Erm. Or apparently I’m not. ’sighs. auurgh BRAIN ).

[OM NAMAH SHIVAYA OM NAMAH SHIVAYA OM NAMAH SHIVAYA AUM]

[02:07 - WOW!!! WANT!! . . erm. . . RESIST hahahah - I’ve been a financial, erm. . . yikes. Just DO NOT FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS SACRED ‘check me out’ on eBay. ]

[seriously, I think I’m closing that shop.rainforest tab immediately. It’s too alluring - I can’t TAKE IT, AUUUURGH!!! *Beavis settles down* I’m “busting out financially” inappropriately all over the place - heheheh, yeh, in all other ways too. . . “naturally”, unfortunately. But the New Natural is just chomping at the bit, as I’m sure some of you may be able to Imagine, Imagine. . . Ahhhh, the Polkaroo. ‘Tis with the most Bittersweet of Sorrows that I relate to ‘thee’ at this moment, ahahhahah ]

[~01:03? ~ currently being edited but by all means.. hehehe I’ll. . . brb, hah. and you might not even see this bit. but for if you’re here reading it this very second, of course, ahahahh - hence the ‘disclaimer’ to the no-doubt WTFs?! - erm, yeah. I should have just run off to pee, trusted that WP wouldn’t mess anything up, and then resumed ^.^ I Love my Messed-up Self :terrified: ♥]

Human Butt.

unTEST: YayayayayayayAYAyAyAYAYAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYY!!!!! :D :D

Whatever this offline-posting thing is, IT’S WORKING WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Erm.

And Human Butt as in HANK, AWW YEAH!!!

(Rollins)

Heheheh I don’t LIKE being/feeling like a Cryptic Bastard, or ever intend to (UNLESS I’ve just told you, or it’s in an… emotionally-benign kind of sense - overANALyse much? EHeHeH “No One Knows My Plan!!!” (TMBG hehheheheh :P)

[Spekaing of, The Giants (TMBG, They Might Be Giants, They Might Be Johns . . . - my All-Time Geniuses of Everything, hahahahh Alas(Alack!)… ~Hyperbole~ is feeling so violated… ’sighs ].

I truly am ’sorry’ (yeah, I have to bracket it it… because I ‘feel bad’ , but I think this is one of those things/erm,times I don’t really ‘need’ to ‘feel bad aboot/for’ - it’s SO MESSY in heeeeyah!! EHehehheh) for all the smileys, I really really am - I just… EMOTE… A LOT ahahhhah. Not to mention try to control it all BY MYSELF (WHAT WAS I THINKING?!?!? AHahahhahah erm. Hehehhehehe This is hardly my most ‘graceful’ entry (I can never even remember if I’ve put anything of ANY value on here (YET!!!), most of the time (I emphatically do have my Own World And it gets a little… Terrified, Messy and Shit-Disturb-y at what are supposed to be the Best of Times! Hello Girl/Self? Wake up? PLEASE?! ), then Some Wonderful Person(s!!! ) remind/s me that ) have helped me TREMENDOUSLY in these chaotically labile Mood Stews

NOT TO MENTION all of my beautifully amazing, patient (OHGOD THANK.YOU.SO.MUCH GUYS If you’re thinking, “Does she mean me? Could she possibly — YES!!! All of You Beauties… forcefeeding this Hot Head with Grace when she truly needs it the most - how on EARTH can you stand it. . . ?!?! more ’sighs… (Jeff - “I am a Punishing God” - heheheh, how strangely à-propos - almost as much as the title, hahahah Jeff, you Wonder of Wonders, Gracing On where you may be, be it merely our souls (for the atheists or am I “getting Bond wrong” re: atheism there too? Hehehehh - I’ll learn, la la la. Allowing myself to write ‘weird’ stuff like this helps tremendously in just. . . RELAXING about . . . waitforit . . . BEING ALIVE ) ) ] - AAAAAAAAUUUUGHHHH THE FORMATTING IT BUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRNS (and NOW, PleaseSeetheDisclaimer at the Top of My Show. . erm. Frig.)