“One thing at a time…” or “Speed kills!”, two of my favourite no-nonsense bits of advice, care of my rockin’ husband.

Who comments on their own entries?!

Me, that’s who!

Glad to see you back on-line. Have missed you.

So love the line…”Sucess is getting up more times than you fall down.” I can so relate to that.

Hugs,
Sheri

I gotta say, if you were prescribed anti anxiety meds for a mental disorder, I definitely vote for rehab to come off of them. At rehab, they’ll teach you how to deal with the anxiety (and maybe a touch of the agrophobia, no?)without the meds, and that’s the only way you’ll stay off ‘em.

Nice to see you back! Good luck with everything, and don’t disappear again.

I heard that line from someone on a TLC program and it kicked me in the face emotionally, so I came online to see if I could find who said it initially. And ended up writing something (finally!).

In the search, I came up with a bunch of “unknowns” and “anonymouses”(?!) (oooh! follow me for anonymous fun) Heheheh ;P

I have so much to learn from you, let alone all the fun we haven’t had yet(!). Looking forward to finally hooking up, heheheh. It’ll happen, sooner or later! ;P

N.B. Self: Set a day each week for blog-trolling and then a different one for any potential updates here. Result? Hope in hell of keeping up with reading all of the blogs I was reading before my impromptu skipping of Blog Town for The Cottage + Aftermath. Oh, and hope for keeping this place updated summarily, too!

Ah well. The doctors “own” me for a little while longer - Monday I see a new one who I’m sure will have plenty of insight into “Other than the obvious, what the frick is wrong with me?” I don’t envy him *cringes* - I have TWO letters from my G.P. explaining issues and putting a fine point on my, erm. . . “mercurial” nature. I hadn’t heard that word since high school English.

def’n from Google:
erratic: liable to sudden unpredictable change; “erratic behavior”; “fickle weather”; “mercurial twists of temperament”; “a quicksilver character, cool and willful at one moment, utterly fragile the next”

Okay, yeah. That works. Hmm. I can’t seem to remember where in the Universe Mercury was when I was born. “All over the place”, perhaps?

Thank you so much for commenting…

I just talked to my ‘head honcho’ doc today, and he told me to STAY STAY STAY on the benzo since he explained that he prescribed it to be the only thing getting me through all of the emotional chaos in here!

I was trying to wean myself off of it because a separate drug counsellor whose help we had engaged expressed some annoyance at the fact that my main doctor took me off one benzo and put me on another. The new benzo (loraz.) works better, longer and with fewer side effects and apparently no ‘addiction’ factor.

The problem arose when I became confused by the differing opinions of the docs (remember - I am VERY “mercurial” hahahah) in this time where we’re unloading all the previous meds in hopes of clearing up the many varied diagnoses.

I’m not really sure that I need the ‘extreme’ of rehab., but if it is suggested, then I would not hesitate to go.

Somehow in all of this I forgot that I have the last word in decisions regarding my care. It’s so difficult when you can’t make up your racing mind about -anything-…

Time will tell, I guess ;D

In the meantime, I can’t wait to get back to your site - I love it! It helps ground me knowing I’m not the only one out here struggling with ‘crazy’-ish issues!

Can anyone tell me how quit thinking about going to Columbia and reap all the opium?!
I have some malicious mind disease for the past days when my friends left me for summer! 
Huhuhu!
KissFendi Fendi

How are you anway honey?!
Been long time..
Can we exchange links?

kiss
Fendi

It’s a bitter kind of sweet (hahah) when friends go away for the summer

I hope they’ll be back once the summer’s done! Those were awesome pictures you had of them on your site and I laughed while thoroughly enjoying your captions to the photos, heheheh

I would love to exchange links with you, Fendi - in exchange for Swedish lessons, of course?! (hahahah ;P Kidding, kidding!)

I put the link up yesterday - check it out in the dropdown to the right somewheres [which will be ‘fixed’ someday so that my main links are NOT in a dropdown box, but in their respective categories as well as visible ;D]. If you’d like the text listed any differently, just drop me a line here or by email.

Again, thanks for checking back - I’m doing pretty good, thank you! In a bit of a limbo ‘diagnosis’-wise (which is quite useful for deciding how to proceed with treatment!), but hanging in there!

Now I’m off to get my hair massacred! ;P

I’m really proud of you for trying this hard, y’know.

And, um… you’re awesome. Keep at it, ‘kay?

Hugs!

*HUGS*!