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Extracted by ankakay on 07 Apr 2007 at the ridiculous hour of 11:39 pm under the aegis of: contemplation, life, ranting, control, rage, losing control, rapid cycling, wtf, epiphany, pathology, lining the border, anxious avoidant, schizotypal, self-forgiveness, sleep-deprivation, quaint morals, poetry, ego, celebration, holiday, universe, end of the world, theories theirs, pseudo-science, music, human rights, impatience, poetry theirs, lyric-whoring, end of the world as we LOVE it, concert-going, obsessive compulsive, epiphany of sorts, rehash and smash, canadian, debate, conundrum, read it, write it, mental health, think, confessions, ex-secrets, spoiler, hating, b-raging, raging, meds rso, meds, all stops, format hell, anxious anxious, moody broody, fear exposure, fear effoff, frustration, why is anything anything, coding WOAHS, anxious effoff, frustrated effoff, speshul, happy happy, blogger of the day, writer of the day, women in blog, women in prose, etiology, expired convictions, queen of cards, healthcare, medicare, therapy, therapies, borderline WOAHS, shenanigans like, mindchatter AHH, testing Mother Nature, shock and awe, mindfuct, makes everything better, women in art, women in awesomeness, quality by design, humbled, Grace, inspiration, shout-out, true problogging, theory, theories mine, philosophy, hope for the internet, state of the nation, unh, idiocracy, pretty on the outside, prose theirs, banned, rotten convictions, guilt n shame, shame n guilt, perceived personal failings, need a new drug, one that wont make me sick, da moon rulz, muse, so deal, Earth angels, tag-killer, shit-eater, random stupid fuck, david usher, learning OH NOES, proud of myself, copin n hopin, agnostic, sociology, RIP, death, not so fickle fodder, men in awesomeness, male genius, male vocalists, genius, brilliant, hope for humankind, defeated, muse-worthy men, musical genius, not so proud of myself, music therapy, muse-ic, moozik alert, funny CO, from the mouth of the CO, female genius, CheeKY, top music, no brainer, update, kilroy was here, god, asinine stigmata, the ptb, guano crazy, oh poo, we asked, guinea pigs, word-less, personal ME, family, erm blogging, former-supposed-hate, MANIC manic, bipolar WOAHS, note-paddin, you asked FORIT
Welcome (back?) to:
Zen Rage Management
FORMERLY
Ruminative Recoil 101
WARNING: For this one, at least, you may require more than 1-2 active brain cells - and not in the “one’s lost and the other’s out looking for it!” common-SENSE - ‘n’ the likes. NO MORE WARNINGS.
Okay, deep breaths. Here comes my [slightly refined […]
Extracted by ankakay on 24 Mar 2007 at the ridiculous hour of 10:25 pm under the aegis of: aging, contemplation, life, control, losing control, rapid cycling, discovery, introspection, outrospection, epiphany, pathology, lining the border, self-forgiveness, sleep-deprivation, quaint morals, ego, celebration, theories theirs, pseudo-science, end of the world as we LOVE it, mood swings, obsessive compulsive, awesome, write it, mental health, think, confessions, ex-secrets, partial stops, all stops, anxious anxious, fear exposure, why is anything anything, coding, coding WOAHS, politics OH NOES, happy happy, expired convictions, healthcare, medicare, therapies, mother nature, snow storm, mindchatter AHH, testing Mother Nature, shock and awe, mindfuct, makes everything better, and how, therapy in humour, quality by design, humbled, shout-out, theory, theories mine, philosophy, state of the nation, rotten convictions, shame n guilt, perceived personal failings, need a new drug, one that wont make me sick, muse, so deal, CO agrees, learning OH NOES, addiction, festive greenery, marijuana, proud of myself, copin n hopin, agnostic, not so fickle fodder, quickie, hope for humankind, therapy in soul, funny CO, from the mouth of the CO, CheeKY, no brainer, kilroy was here, asinine stigmata, the ptb
I FINALLY went to my FIRST NA MEETING and…
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IT WAS FREAKING FANTASTIC
‘Dr. Emm’, my DRUG counsellor, WAS SO RIGHT. Heheheh.
SO MANY amazing people there, and the ‘religious’ ‘issue’ WASN’T AN ‘ISSUE’ AT ALL *gasps!*
I know… I’m a stubborn brute when it comes to … A LOT OF TOO TOO MANY things! Heheh […]
Adoring and being humbled by ‘people in general’ (”PIG”) and loathing PIG in the same instant. Same looong instant. So not really an instant at all. But fuck it. My brain’s not working right now anyway.
Extracted by admin on 23 Feb 2007 at the ridiculous hour of 10:46 am under the aegis of: aging, contemplation, life, ranting, control, images, pics, discovery, introspection, pathology, lining the border, schizotypal, self-forgiveness, quaint morals, ego, dorky fun, impatience, obsessive compulsive, epiphany of sorts, rehash and smash, yay torties, friday the 13th
I found the first ‘meaningful’ livejournal post. Just before the move out west. When the heck was that? I’m too young to forget so much. Right? Bah, age doesn’t necessarily have anything to do with it. All those prescribed anti-this, anti-that may have given my poor brain a run for […]
control…
controlling my own perverted sense of ‘losing control’.
changing sides to avoid, not sleeping/not sleeping accompanied or in bed. or are these just prime examples of the… hindsight-bias(?) logic fallacy?
control, and either relinquishing it completely or exercising it hyperviligantly. cycling between the two at this pace is murderous to the senses.
among other things. […]
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