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MANIC Manic Shout-Out To mySELF - RE Fleeting Glimpses

Welcome (back?) to:
Zen Rage Management
FORMERLY
Ruminative Recoil 101
WARNING: For this one, at least, you may require more than 1-2 active brain cells - and not in the “one’s lost and the other’s out looking for it!” common-SENSE - ‘n’ the likes. NO MORE WARNINGS.
Okay, deep breaths. Here comes my [slightly refined […]

when i was just a little girl [SPOILERed]

!!!![SPOILER: RAW guilt shame identity self-loathing mental- self- flagellation REHASH(-of) suicidal-ideation]!!!!
PLEASE tread lightly and with utmost CARE FOR YOURSELF, especially if you are not feeling so ’stable’ or mentally ’strong’ yourself, right now. My heart goes out to all of you, but right now, especially to anyone currently dealing with these kinds of racing […]

‘Specially For You, Beaman… (Cheeky! :O !)

(hahahah :P)
Expired Convictions » Yours to recover…
Rank: 10,005
Revision at 16:52 (GMT-… er… 5? frigging time zones - sorry time zones! heheeh) :
Rank: 9,840
Hurrah for my new ‘heathen brethren’.

DANCE OF J-J-JOY! (First NA Meeting…Check!)

I FINALLY went to my FIRST NA MEETING and…


IT WAS FREAKING FANTASTIC
‘Dr. Emm’, my DRUG counsellor, WAS SO RIGHT. Heheheh.
SO MANY amazing people there, and the ‘religious’ ‘issue’ WASN’T AN ‘ISSUE’ AT ALL *gasps!*
I know… I’m a stubborn brute when it comes to … A LOT OF TOO TOO MANY things! Heheh […]

My God (Can Beat Up Your God)… KILROY LIVES!

Dennis rocked our worlds; both sides of the ‘border’ (hurr hurr ) And he let us sing wif him too, yay! (I sort of expected that, but it was still an absolute wonder )
His french was seriously adorable. And with his wife of 37 years on stage with […]