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Extracted by ankakay on 07 Apr 2007 at the ridiculous hour of 11:39 pm under the aegis of: contemplation, life, ranting, control, rage, losing control, rapid cycling, wtf, epiphany, pathology, lining the border, anxious avoidant, schizotypal, self-forgiveness, sleep-deprivation, quaint morals, poetry, ego, celebration, holiday, universe, end of the world, theories theirs, pseudo-science, music, human rights, impatience, poetry theirs, lyric-whoring, end of the world as we LOVE it, concert-going, obsessive compulsive, epiphany of sorts, rehash and smash, canadian, debate, conundrum, read it, write it, mental health, think, confessions, ex-secrets, spoiler, hating, b-raging, raging, meds rso, meds, all stops, format hell, anxious anxious, moody broody, fear exposure, fear effoff, frustration, why is anything anything, coding WOAHS, anxious effoff, frustrated effoff, speshul, happy happy, blogger of the day, writer of the day, women in blog, women in prose, etiology, expired convictions, queen of cards, healthcare, medicare, therapy, therapies, borderline WOAHS, shenanigans like, mindchatter AHH, testing Mother Nature, shock and awe, mindfuct, makes everything better, women in art, women in awesomeness, quality by design, humbled, Grace, inspiration, shout-out, true problogging, theory, theories mine, philosophy, hope for the internet, state of the nation, unh, idiocracy, pretty on the outside, prose theirs, banned, rotten convictions, guilt n shame, shame n guilt, perceived personal failings, need a new drug, one that wont make me sick, da moon rulz, muse, so deal, Earth angels, tag-killer, shit-eater, random stupid fuck, david usher, learning OH NOES, proud of myself, copin n hopin, agnostic, sociology, RIP, death, not so fickle fodder, men in awesomeness, male genius, male vocalists, genius, brilliant, hope for humankind, defeated, muse-worthy men, musical genius, not so proud of myself, music therapy, muse-ic, moozik alert, funny CO, from the mouth of the CO, female genius, CheeKY, top music, no brainer, update, kilroy was here, god, asinine stigmata, the ptb, guano crazy, oh poo, we asked, guinea pigs, word-less, personal ME, family, erm blogging, former-supposed-hate, MANIC manic, bipolar WOAHS, note-paddin, you asked FORIT
Welcome (back?) to:
Zen Rage Management
FORMERLY
Ruminative Recoil 101
WARNING: For this one, at least, you may require more than 1-2 active brain cells - and not in the “one’s lost and the other’s out looking for it!” common-SENSE - ‘n’ the likes. NO MORE WARNINGS.
Okay, deep breaths. Here comes my [slightly refined […]
Extracted by ankakay on 04 Apr 2007 at the ridiculous hour of 10:30 pm under the aegis of: video, aging, contemplation, life, rapid cycling, discovery, introspection, outrospection, epiphany, pathology, self-forgiveness, quaint morals, theories theirs, dorky fun, music, artist, poetry theirs, lyric-whoring, mood swings, obsessive compulsive, epiphany of sorts, rehash and smash, canadian, awesome, debate, conundrum, mental health, fun, think, beauty, ex-secrets, hating, all stops, anxious anxious, annoying prehaps, happy happy, mother nature, shenanigans like, mindchatter AHH, testing Mother Nature, mindfuct, makes everything better, women in art, women in awesomeness, and how, therapy in humour, humbled, inspiration, art in content AND form, shout-out, theories mine, philosophy, hope for the internet, state of the nation, celebritease, the funny, prose theirs, rotten convictions, guilt n shame, shame n guilt, perceived personal failings, muse, so deal, Earth angels, tag-killer, CO agrees, learning OH NOES, proud of myself, copin n hopin, not so fickle fodder, women in song, genius, brilliant, hope for humankind, musical genius, not so proud of myself, therapy in music, music therapy, therapy in soul, muse-ic, moozik alert, addictive, humourists, female genius, CheeKY, kilroy was here, asinine stigmata, guano crazy, oh poo, attrib alLUVus, therapy IN insanity, word-less, muse-yours, personal ME, supposed quickie, former-supposed-hate, MANIC manic, bipolar WOAHS
Such as Yours Truly, until . . . Today
Obviously, y’alls know (or should?!) I’m from Otterwa - erm, Ottawa, hometown of the Misunderstood and Underrated Queen Herself (Wow - I could/would(!) never have said that before today Rockin’. . .).
Well, here’s what ‘changed it all’ for a Supposed […]
Extracted by ankakay on 29 Mar 2007 at the ridiculous hour of 11:36 pm under the aegis of: aging, contemplation, rage, ego, end of the world as we LOVE it, confessions, spoiler, frustration, expired convictions, guilt n shame, defeated, CheeKY, asinine stigmata
!!!![SPOILER: RAW guilt shame identity self-loathing mental- self- flagellation REHASH(-of) suicidal-ideation]!!!!
PLEASE tread lightly and with utmost CARE FOR YOURSELF, especially if you are not feeling so ’stable’ or mentally ’strong’ yourself, right now. My heart goes out to all of you, but right now, especially to anyone currently dealing with these kinds of racing […]
Extracted by ankakay on 24 Mar 2007 at the ridiculous hour of 10:25 pm under the aegis of: aging, contemplation, life, control, losing control, rapid cycling, discovery, introspection, outrospection, epiphany, pathology, lining the border, self-forgiveness, sleep-deprivation, quaint morals, ego, celebration, theories theirs, pseudo-science, end of the world as we LOVE it, mood swings, obsessive compulsive, awesome, write it, mental health, think, confessions, ex-secrets, partial stops, all stops, anxious anxious, fear exposure, why is anything anything, coding, coding WOAHS, politics OH NOES, happy happy, expired convictions, healthcare, medicare, therapies, mother nature, snow storm, mindchatter AHH, testing Mother Nature, shock and awe, mindfuct, makes everything better, and how, therapy in humour, quality by design, humbled, shout-out, theory, theories mine, philosophy, state of the nation, rotten convictions, shame n guilt, perceived personal failings, need a new drug, one that wont make me sick, muse, so deal, CO agrees, learning OH NOES, addiction, festive greenery, marijuana, proud of myself, copin n hopin, agnostic, not so fickle fodder, quickie, hope for humankind, therapy in soul, funny CO, from the mouth of the CO, CheeKY, no brainer, kilroy was here, asinine stigmata, the ptb
I FINALLY went to my FIRST NA MEETING and…
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IT WAS FREAKING FANTASTIC
‘Dr. Emm’, my DRUG counsellor, WAS SO RIGHT. Heheheh.
SO MANY amazing people there, and the ‘religious’ ‘issue’ WASN’T AN ‘ISSUE’ AT ALL *gasps!*
I know… I’m a stubborn brute when it comes to … A LOT OF TOO TOO MANY things! Heheh […]
Extracted by ankakay on 23 Mar 2007 at the ridiculous hour of 6:59 am under the aegis of: video, ranting, introspection, outrospection, self-forgiveness, quaint morals, theories theirs, read it, think, all stops, why is anything anything, happy happy, women in art, women in awesomeness, therapy in humour, therapy in humor, inspiration, art in content AND form, shout-out, theories mine, philosophy, hope for the internet, state of the nation, idiocracy, the funny, rotten convictions, guilt n shame, shame n guilt, perceived personal failings, so deal, learning OH NOES, not so fickle fodder, brilliant, hope for humankind, female genius, no brainer, asinine stigmata
Thanks, Def!
Hooray for big, beautiful women with even bigger brains.
“A Fat Rant” by Joy Nash…
A Fat Rant by Joy Nash
Joy will be performing A Fat Rant in El Paso, Texas, USA on the 5th of May as part of the Art of Being at the Studio Theatre at UTEP. You can pick up tickets […]
Link!