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MANIC Manic Shout-Out To mySELF - RE Fleeting Glimpses

Welcome (back?) to:
Zen Rage Management
FORMERLY
Ruminative Recoil 101
WARNING: For this one, at least, you may require more than 1-2 active brain cells - and not in the “one’s lost and the other’s out looking for it!” common-SENSE - ‘n’ the likes. NO MORE WARNINGS.
Okay, deep breaths. Here comes my [slightly refined […]

Dent-this!

You Asked… I Answered?

Q: Did you mention something about “NA“? Does that mean you’re cutting down?
A: Re: the NA - dat’s what it means. I -have- cut down (thanks to [having come off of] Topamax), by necessity because now that I can ACTUALLY FEEL THINGS, it kicks my ass. So to be down to 1-3 […]

Begetting muse. (Life, Art, Soul) (and a dollop of shit for good measure)

I am speechless. Throughout the past decade of my life, this man’s life and work have inspired within me much that is… indescribable. His muse begets my own (and indefeasibly, so many others) in manners which are, at best, aethereal.
I am humbled, yet again, by his life, his art, his soul.
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(you get that […]

The height of frustration.

Adoring and being humbled by ‘people in general’ (”PIG”) and loathing PIG in the same instant. Same looong instant. So not really an instant at all. But fuck it. My brain’s not working right now anyway.