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MANIC Manic Shout-Out To mySELF - RE Fleeting Glimpses

Welcome (back?) to:
Zen Rage Management
FORMERLY
Ruminative Recoil 101
WARNING: For this one, at least, you may require more than 1-2 active brain cells - and not in the “one’s lost and the other’s out looking for it!” common-SENSE - ‘n’ the likes. NO MORE WARNINGS.
Okay, deep breaths. Here comes my [slightly refined […]

To Anyone Who Has Had Difficulty Accepting Their OWN Inner Alanis

Such as Yours Truly, until . . . Today
Obviously, y’alls know (or should?!) I’m from Otterwa - erm, Ottawa, hometown of the Misunderstood and Underrated Queen Herself (Wow - I could/would(!) never have said that before today Rockin’. . .).
Well, here’s what ‘changed it all’ for a Supposed […]

DANCE OF J-J-JOY! (First NA Meeting…Check!)

I FINALLY went to my FIRST NA MEETING and…


IT WAS FREAKING FANTASTIC
‘Dr. Emm’, my DRUG counsellor, WAS SO RIGHT. Heheheh.
SO MANY amazing people there, and the ‘religious’ ‘issue’ WASN’T AN ‘ISSUE’ AT ALL *gasps!*
I know… I’m a stubborn brute when it comes to … A LOT OF TOO TOO MANY things! Heheh […]

Ahhh!! Too much awesomeness to compute!

Go, go, GO!!!
That’s it for now (and perhaps until Sunday, at the LATEST - gots house guests, WOOHOO! I can almost pretend to be a normal person!!! (?) Yeah, I don’t know either.
Shee-it; they’re HERE! I’ll finish my obsessive tagging later!

The height of frustration.

Adoring and being humbled by ‘people in general’ (”PIG”) and loathing PIG in the same instant. Same looong instant. So not really an instant at all. But fuck it. My brain’s not working right now anyway.