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To Anyone Who Has Had Difficulty Accepting Their OWN Inner Alanis

Such as Yours Truly, until . . . Today
Obviously, y’alls know (or should?!) I’m from Otterwa - erm, Ottawa, hometown of the Misunderstood and Underrated Queen Herself (Wow - I could/would(!) never have said that before today Rockin’. . .).
Well, here’s what ‘changed it all’ for a Supposed […]

DANCE OF J-J-JOY! (First NA Meeting…Check!)

I FINALLY went to my FIRST NA MEETING and…


IT WAS FREAKING FANTASTIC
‘Dr. Emm’, my DRUG counsellor, WAS SO RIGHT. Heheheh.
SO MANY amazing people there, and the ‘religious’ ‘issue’ WASN’T AN ‘ISSUE’ AT ALL *gasps!*
I know… I’m a stubborn brute when it comes to … A LOT OF TOO TOO MANY things! Heheh […]

Ahhh!! Too much awesomeness to compute!

Go, go, GO!!!
That’s it for now (and perhaps until Sunday, at the LATEST - gots house guests, WOOHOO! I can almost pretend to be a normal person!!! (?) Yeah, I don’t know either.
Shee-it; they’re HERE! I’ll finish my obsessive tagging later!

You Asked, I Answered (Part of my essential therapy…)

On February 28th, 2007 at (1:18 am),
You Asked:
Have you ever attended a DBT program?
On February 28th, 2007 (5:49 pm),
I answered, in so (so!) many words :
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In no particular order (order meh!!), the ‘labels’, diagnoses, whatever(!), that I have accepted as being personally fairly accurate in terms of pathology and etiology are BPD […]

Losing it on my own terms (stubborn brute)

control…
controlling my own perverted sense of ‘losing control’.
changing sides to avoid, not sleeping/not sleeping accompanied or in bed. or are these just prime examples of the… hindsight-bias(?) logic fallacy?
control, and either relinquishing it completely or exercising it hyperviligantly. cycling between the two at this pace is murderous to the senses.
among other things. […]