You are currently browsing the archives for the rage category.

MANIC Manic Shout-Out To mySELF - RE Fleeting Glimpses

Welcome (back?) to:
Zen Rage Management
FORMERLY
Ruminative Recoil 101
WARNING: For this one, at least, you may require more than 1-2 active brain cells - and not in the “one’s lost and the other’s out looking for it!” common-SENSE - ‘n’ the likes. NO MORE WARNINGS.
Okay, deep breaths. Here comes my [slightly refined […]

when i was just a little girl [SPOILERed]

!!!![SPOILER: RAW guilt shame identity self-loathing mental- self- flagellation REHASH(-of) suicidal-ideation]!!!!
PLEASE tread lightly and with utmost CARE FOR YOURSELF, especially if you are not feeling so ’stable’ or mentally ’strong’ yourself, right now. My heart goes out to all of you, but right now, especially to anyone currently dealing with these kinds of racing […]

The Last Place I Worked…

Was deplorable, compared to this…
(Sorry it’s a bit dated. I’m SLOW! And thanks to my Sunshine (you know who you are, gurl!) for sending it my way! SO freaking depressing… ’sighs )
“SMALL, CREATIVE TEAMS” = “MOTIVATION”? IMAGINE THAT!!! One of a million bits of “no-brainer” nonsense of […]

Step teh fcuk away from that page! HELLO?! -NOW- CCOKSCUKAH!

erm, (RETRO)SPOILER: LANGUAGE / RAGE.
suck it trebek. it makes up WHO I AM RIGHT NOW, AND THAT’S OKAY (hnurr hnyeh, pflt). AND SHIT.
http://www.w3.org/Consortium/sup
Yeah.  Sorry, not linking it; you did NOT find this page through ME.
:yesimcrazy: :inthesameveinfcukyoushittywordpressapparently?!advancedwysiwyg: :whileimatitfcukthedmcariaampaaandyesifcukingtunesanditshoggedness: :butdontgetmeright;iloveandamdrawntoyouinunnaturalways:.
This page has caused me too much aggravation, thanks to MY ISSUES WITH OBSESSIN- AND COMPULSINATING. […]

Akismet marked me as spam. Rock.

But I’m okay now. The irrational rage has passed. I find it ‘flares up’ most often in the face of frustration or of something I figure I ’should’ (yes yes, ’shouldy’ behaviour…) be able to troubleshoot and/or learn. Perceived personal failings, I guess. To quote Ignignot, “That sounds like a personal […]