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DANCE OF J-J-JOY! (First NA Meeting…Check!)

Extracted by ankakay on 24 Mar 2007 at the ridiculous hour of 10:25 pm under the aegis of: aging, contemplation, life, control, losing control, rapid cycling, discovery, introspection, outrospection, epiphany, pathology, lining the border, self-forgiveness, sleep-deprivation, quaint morals, ego, celebration, theories theirs, pseudo-science, end of the world as we LOVE it, mood swings, obsessive compulsive, awesome, write it, mental health, think, confessions, ex-secrets, partial stops, all stops, anxious anxious, fear exposure, why is anything anything, coding, coding WOAHS, politics OH NOES, happy happy, expired convictions, healthcare, medicare, therapies, mother nature, snow storm, mindchatter AHH, testing Mother Nature, shock and awe, mindfuct, makes everything better, and how, therapy in humour, quality by design, humbled, shout-out, theory, theories mine, philosophy, state of the nation, rotten convictions, shame n guilt, perceived personal failings, need a new drug, one that wont make me sick, muse, so deal, CO agrees, learning OH NOES, addiction, festive greenery, marijuana, proud of myself, copin n hopin, agnostic, not so fickle fodder, quickie, hope for humankind, therapy in soul, funny CO, from the mouth of the CO, CheeKY, no brainer, kilroy was here, asinine stigmata, the ptb

I FINALLY went to my FIRST NA MEETING and…
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IT WAS FREAKING FANTASTIC
‘Dr. Emm’, my DRUG counsellor, WAS SO RIGHT. Heheheh.
SO MANY amazing people there, and the ‘religious’ ‘issue’ WASN’T AN ‘ISSUE’ AT ALL *gasps!*
I know… I’m a stubborn brute when it comes to … A LOT OF TOO TOO MANY things! Heheh […]

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Made. My. Week. Yay! (A Fat Rant)

Extracted by ankakay on 23 Mar 2007 at the ridiculous hour of 6:59 am under the aegis of: video, ranting, introspection, outrospection, self-forgiveness, quaint morals, theories theirs, read it, think, all stops, why is anything anything, happy happy, women in art, women in awesomeness, therapy in humour, therapy in humor, inspiration, art in content AND form, shout-out, theories mine, philosophy, hope for the internet, state of the nation, idiocracy, the funny, rotten convictions, guilt n shame, shame n guilt, perceived personal failings, so deal, learning OH NOES, not so fickle fodder, brilliant, hope for humankind, female genius, no brainer, asinine stigmata

Thanks, Def!
Hooray for big, beautiful women with even bigger brains.
“A Fat Rant” by Joy Nash…

A Fat Rant by Joy Nash
Joy will be performing A Fat Rant in El Paso, Texas, USA on the 5th of May as part of the Art of Being at the Studio Theatre at UTEP. You can pick up tickets […]

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My God (Can Beat Up Your God)… KILROY LIVES!

Extracted by ankakay on 23 Mar 2007 at the ridiculous hour of 3:20 am under the aegis of: aging, contemplation, life, introspection, self-forgiveness, quaint morals, celebration, theories theirs, music, artist, concert, poetry theirs, lyric-whoring, concert-going, epiphany of sorts, awesome, debate, read it, beauty, confessions, partial stops, happy happy, expired convictions, therapy, therapies, shock and awe, makes everything better, therapy in humour, humbled, Grace, inspiration, art in content AND form, shout-out, theories mine, philosophy, hope for the internet, shame n guilt, perceived personal failings, muse, Earth angels, dennis deyoung, learning OH NOES, proud of myself, not so fickle fodder, men in awesomeness, quickie, male genius, male vocalists, genius, brilliant, hope for humankind, muse-worthy men, musical genius, therapy in music, music therapy, therapy in soul, muse-ic, moozik alert, CheeKY, top music, no brainer, kilroy was here, god

Dennis rocked our worlds; both sides of the ‘border’ (hurr hurr ) And he let us sing wif him too, yay! (I sort of expected that, but it was still an absolute wonder )
His french was seriously adorable. And with his wife of 37 years on stage with […]

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My Top 35 Music Therapy Songs… (was ‘A Few’, haha)

Extracted by ankakay on 21 Mar 2007 at the ridiculous hour of 5:49 am under the aegis of: self-forgiveness, sleep-deprivation, poetry, music, lyric-whoring, mental health, think, happy happy, therapy, therapies, makes everything better, women in art, women in awesomeness, quality by design, humbled, inspiration, art in content AND form, shout-out, theories mine, state of the nation, muse, women in song, genius, brilliant, musical genius, vocal genius, therapy in music, music therapy, therapy in soul, muse-ic, addictive, luba kowalchyk, top music

These ones have the power to both relax me out of a panic attack (just singing them in my head, etc.) and/OR rev me up motivationally-speaking and/OR rev me up to this seemingly perfect level of ‘emotionally-sound / balanced / stable’ bliss. Yay.
In no particular order, here are a few of […]

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You Asked, I Answered (Part of my essential therapy…)

Extracted by ankakay on 01 Mar 2007 at the ridiculous hour of 9:01 am under the aegis of: rage, losing control, wtf, pathology, anxious avoidant, self-forgiveness, sleep-deprivation, quaint morals, theories theirs, science, pseudo-science, impatience, mood swings, moody, obsessive compulsive, rehash and smash, canadian, write it, mental health, think, spoiler, raging, all stops, frustration, why is anything anything, frustrated effoff, a merry can, united states, women in blog, etiology, expired convictions, queen of cards, you asked, healthcare, medicare, therapy, therapies, DBT, dialectical behavioural therapy, borderline WOAHS

On February 28th, 2007 at (1:18 am),
You Asked:
Have you ever attended a DBT program?
On February 28th, 2007 (5:49 pm),
I answered, in so (so!) many words :
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In no particular order (order meh!!), the ‘labels’, diagnoses, whatever(!), that I have accepted as being personally fairly accurate in terms of pathology and etiology are BPD […]

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